consequences

rattehinna ekkoh majaa koh emmen ves ulheyne... meehun meehunaa dhimaa koh, joke jahaa, truth or dare kulhe, dhen ehen kanthah thah ves...
ekamu thimaa bunevey emme echchehge sababun e hurihaa kameh aneh athah alhaigen gosdhaane... mee mashah aammukoh vaa goiy... kommeves moya echcheh bunevigen, noonee molhu kameh koggen onnanee kada vefa... amilla meehaa sakaraaiy kollaa varu vefa...
ekamu majaa kuraa gadeega thimaa vareh nethumey bunyas dhogakah nuvaane... eki koosani sababu thakaa hure... e sababu thah thimaa kada vaa vaguthu thakuga hama jassadheyn rattehin ais kiyaane... dhen e vee ekan nimman
mi hurihaa kamakah kanneynge consequence ey kiyenee... ekamu dhen kuraane kameh neiy viyya... ginain kada kanthah kurevenya noonee kada vaa kahala echcheh bunevenya ulhen jehey haalathakee mee... dhiri ulhun onna gothakee mee... thimaage kuh thah rangalhu nukurevenya abadhuves ulheynee fahathuga... rattehinna kithamme ekee ulhunas kameh neyngi olhigen bunevunas dhen e nimunee e hisaabun :

Questions

am i ever goin to b gud enough?.. am i mature enough?.. why do i stil think abt her?... why is it jst thinkin abt her make me go crazy?... does she like me?... did she ever like me?... why is it dat i cant get over her?... am i worth livin this life?... hav i been an influence to anyone?... hav i been of any to her?...wat if i hadnt met her til now?... wud it change da fact dat i jst myte like her?... wud she like me if we met now?... how diferent wud i b from now if i hadnt met her then?... am i jst a crazy guy?... can i ever let go of her?... how can i free myself from this?... where do i belong?... who am i?...

long time no c

3 months... quite interestin not to blog after startin a blog jst for fun... i usually post useless stuff, or sum stupid stuff i wanna take off my mind... easier to take it out, though telin stupid stuff to ppl doesnt seem right... anyway, lets c how this blog goes...