Dhiraagu... Life's Good, Share it!

ur lack of respect 4 others will make u a lonely man, even though u don realize dat u don respect others privacy... bein too stubborn eventually makes u a heartless bastard who cud rip apart sumone's heart without a sweat... there r few but very effective qualities dat cud destroy ur life... these things usually tend to occur due to lack of self awareness of oneself... so havin faith in urself & trustin urself is da 1st step in redemption... without it, u cant hav faith in others & trust any of 'em, even if they r trustworthy...
life's simple... it's u who make it complicating

its easy to get heartbroken... its easy to break a heart too...
but its not easy to break a heart wen its one u don wanna break...

Why?...

her eyes seem so innocent... she's a beauty unlike any other... u get goosebumps wenever u're with her... its more like comin out of a freezer after a long time... da heart suddenly warms, & u've no clue wats goin on in ur mind... u cud stare @ her all day long & not realise how much time has passed by... but then, u realise da one thing u don wanna kno... u cant hav her... da sight of her smile wen with another makes ur heart ache... its not a jealousy, but a sadness... ur heart constantly get torn apart as u cant let go of a simple but painful fact... u hold bak jst to c her happy & with a fear of losin her if she finds out... ppl say da truth wud set us free... so why hold bak?... why not pour ur heart out to her?...

my frends kno me as (or atleast say they kno me as) fun, a li'l pervertd, nice & carin guy who talks quite a lot... if it was 2 or 3yrs earlier... i'd b not so fun, a bit quiet guy who gets angry real easy... only a few kno dat i was once like dat, since nowadays my anger is shown in rare ocassions, but dat also is different from how it was xpressd earlier... frends i've made later on doesnt see me as da angry type cox i've learnd to control in sumwat... though its convertd to sumthin i don think is dat gud... chatterin more than most guys wud isnt sumthin even i like... though i jst had to learn to control my anger, which sadly had to b by talkin so much dat there wudnt b much energy for my so called 'rage'...
seems like its due to this dat wenever i seem quiet, everyone thinks im not feelin well or im too depressed... so im kinda stuck with whoever i am right now... da person dat all my frends made me into... da idiot who thinks he's da worst guy from all da ppl he knows... but i think its a bit sure dat i wudnt even b among da 'ok' ones... since im jst da guy listnin in & crackin up with others jokes, rather than makin up jokes... da guy who doesnt kno wat to do & mostly ends up in doin sumthin stupid... da guy who doesnt kno wen to stop or wen to start... so seems like it wudnt b much of a lie wen i say im da one of da worst guys, even though i myte b a "nice guy"...
lets c how life goes if i am to b like this

5 situations...

[1] she knows me... talks to me... but she doesnt think dat way abt me... i like her very much & sumtimes i even think dat i myte b IN LUV with her... but how & wat am i supposed to do?... mi othee vefa oiy gothakee... bolah nukulhadhaana...
[2] she's mad abt me... she says she's in love with me... i really liked her & later on sumhow did fall for her, though SHE broke things off... later on she kinda startd getn annoyin, cox she's still sayin she luvs me & misses me alot... i kinda don kno who she is :s... now wat?!...
[3] she's a beauty... i went crazy wen i 1st saw her... i got so nervous dat it took nearly 6hrs to go to talk to her da 4 da 1st time... but da sad thing is she is with sumone.... EHEN VIYAS, i jst cant get her off my mind!... mi dhen hama jehey kameh tha?...
[4] she's near perfect wen i think abt all common sense... rangalhu, molhu, madu maithiri, loabi, ehen ulhelaafa majaa... BUT i don seem to b into her dat much, & i don think even she'd b into me dat much... almost perfect eh kamaku mi huree vee varu... keeh ve baa?...
[5] she's really cute... lovely smile... seems like a gud gal... hangs out with frends... skips a couple of classes ehen ulhelaafa :P... she doesnt talk much to me though... so, i don think i've talkd with her much... so da ONLY thing i kno abt her is wat i've jst said... mi varun dhen kameh vaane tha?...

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egg-zaams feshijje kanneynge... did 2 islam paper today... one 1hr paper & one 2mins paper... hevva thankolhakee 7:15 ga feshi test nimunee 10:45 ga (half hour break eh e dheytherey)... enough time to barely do da 1st paper once & 2nd paper nearly 60 times :D... keke
anyway, test feshuneema dhen dhuvas gandakah baharu vumuge alaamaaiy tha fenidhaane... vai dhiri ulhun kuriah dhaane ekamu baraabarah... so don worry b happy... mioh gellunee!.....

IF

wat if i hadnt met anyone of my frends?... wat if i wasnt da hyper-active insane dude?... wat if i was a guy who doesnt kno anythin abt life?... wat then?...

consequences

rattehinna ekkoh majaa koh emmen ves ulheyne... meehun meehunaa dhimaa koh, joke jahaa, truth or dare kulhe, dhen ehen kanthah thah ves...
ekamu thimaa bunevey emme echchehge sababun e hurihaa kameh aneh athah alhaigen gosdhaane... mee mashah aammukoh vaa goiy... kommeves moya echcheh bunevigen, noonee molhu kameh koggen onnanee kada vefa... amilla meehaa sakaraaiy kollaa varu vefa...
ekamu majaa kuraa gadeega thimaa vareh nethumey bunyas dhogakah nuvaane... eki koosani sababu thakaa hure... e sababu thah thimaa kada vaa vaguthu thakuga hama jassadheyn rattehin ais kiyaane... dhen e vee ekan nimman
mi hurihaa kamakah kanneynge consequence ey kiyenee... ekamu dhen kuraane kameh neiy viyya... ginain kada kanthah kurevenya noonee kada vaa kahala echcheh bunevenya ulhen jehey haalathakee mee... dhiri ulhun onna gothakee mee... thimaage kuh thah rangalhu nukurevenya abadhuves ulheynee fahathuga... rattehinna kithamme ekee ulhunas kameh neyngi olhigen bunevunas dhen e nimunee e hisaabun :

Questions

am i ever goin to b gud enough?.. am i mature enough?.. why do i stil think abt her?... why is it jst thinkin abt her make me go crazy?... does she like me?... did she ever like me?... why is it dat i cant get over her?... am i worth livin this life?... hav i been an influence to anyone?... hav i been of any to her?...wat if i hadnt met her til now?... wud it change da fact dat i jst myte like her?... wud she like me if we met now?... how diferent wud i b from now if i hadnt met her then?... am i jst a crazy guy?... can i ever let go of her?... how can i free myself from this?... where do i belong?... who am i?...

long time no c

3 months... quite interestin not to blog after startin a blog jst for fun... i usually post useless stuff, or sum stupid stuff i wanna take off my mind... easier to take it out, though telin stupid stuff to ppl doesnt seem right... anyway, lets c how this blog goes...

broken...

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though

I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain is there healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hanging on to the words you say

You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to youI'm holdin' on

I'm holdin' onI'm barely holdin' on to you

Alhuganduge ekuveri eh nama, mi suvaalu thakah javaabu dhevvumah edhen:
who am i? wat kinda person am i? wats best abt me? wats worst abt me?

mi suvaalu thakah javaabu dhevvumah alhugandu mi edhenee alhugandah mi suvaalu thakuge javaabu adhives neyngigen ulheythee ve... varah bodah shukuriyya :D

ekkala thineh

series thah mihaaru madu madun salhi vamun dhey eba (ulhey anhen kudhin ves ehaa loabi viyya :D)... anyway, baeh series thakuga story aneh hen balaalaa iru fudhey varakah salhi... faharegga ulhedhaane amilla dhiri ulhumaa ves gulhey 1 episode varu... aslu bunaa nama meege main koh mi annanee "love" kiyaa echcheh vadhegen... eii dhen mi zamaanuga neevi nudhaane echcheh KANNEYNGE... series foari gadha kollan ves dhaanee ekkala "lavu tureyngalu" thakaa echchehi mathi mathin alhaigen... majaa kameh eii balaalan... madhu faharaku eves... eh series eh dhiya varah molhu fattharakah...
meega vaa gothakee rattehi vegen ulhey dhe kudhinno (jack & jill kiyamaa :P)... jill varah loabi veyo jack dheke... dhimaavaa komme faharaku hen bunaane... ekamu jack mee ehen meeheh... eyna ah bunan kerenee ekamuge yageen kan otheema... (meena adhi mee varah olhun bolhumuga ulhey meehekey)... dhe kudhinves fudhey varakah gina dhuvas vandhen ekeega ulhey, abt 5 or 6 months... dhen mi dhe meehun kanthakaa busy koh ulheythee e dhuvas varehga dhimaa vaa varu thankolheh madhu vanee... jill mi kamaa massala jassaa jack kairi... (i cant believe i watchd this O_O)... jack visnadheyn ulhey busy veema ehen vaane eh noon heyyey kiyaafa... dhuvas kolheh nuvanees jill kada vegen keiy madhu vaa fashaa... dhen eh dhuvahu jack ah gulhaafa eyna aa rulhi vejje... dhen jack eyna kairi ah gos mi ahanee kihineh vee heyyey (varah dhera vefa & olhifa ofcourse)... jill dhen eyna kairi kiyaadhenee vee goiy... jack aa dhimaa vaa varu madhu vefa... adhi eyna ah jill aa medhu alhaalevey varu madhu vaathee (hen heevaathee) AND... ekkala 3 bas nubunevifa otheema... jack mi kamaa kada vegen gos aneh athah alhaa meehaa halaaku koh...
i was suprised dat i even watched da damn series... ehennu vaanee, e othee viyya vee goiy... faadegge love story eko... jehigen ai episode balaali iru mi jack ah adhi visne ey meena ah loabi vevifa oiy kan... kekeke... magey boa kiriyaa nugovee... fudhey varakah dhuvas vejje, so cudnt remember da actual character names & da name of da series... story majaa veema aslu e hadhaan huree :D... mihen aslu vaa nama kanneynge adhi foari hunnaanee

Fun & Quiet times...

skool mihaaru vai kamun gos gina faharu class therey ves indhevenee madu madun... class emmen sakaraaiy jahaa moya vaa iruves madun... ehaa varah vai veema dhen hithah araa vaane varu...
e gothah baeh dhuvas dhuvahu class therey inna iru, hithah araa varah saamaanu... ehen gos eh dhuvahu hithah eri echchakun ehen kujjaku kiriya birun halaaku nuvee, hehe... dats me sadly... wen quiet, ehen meehun kairi nubunevey varuge hiyaalu vadhey... sakaraaiy jahaa gadeega gina faharu vaanuvaa ves neynge... gadha dho?...
aslu bunaa nama vaa gothakee sakaraaiy jahaa iru gina faharu onnanee aslu mi vaa kan kamaa medhu hadhaan ves nethifa... miveni kameh vi tho noonee nuvey tho ves hadhaan nethifa... dhen hadhaanah annanee madu madun inna gadeega e kamakaa gulhey kommeves kameh noonee thaneh fenifa... dhen e vee e gadeega hedhdhevi haa hurihaa kamakaa visnan... eii viyya hama ekani VISNAN libey gadi akee... noonee onnaanee sakaraaiy jahaa jahaa gos aneh athah alhaa iruves ekan hadhaan nethifa... mee dhen ulhen jehey haalu... kihaa salhi :D

Ey, Pureelu! Foolhu Day...

an april fools' day to emmehaa meesthakun... hope im not atleast da biggest fool...

vai...

A guy planned to go on a trip to a beautiful place for a weekend... though he was goin alone, he had great plans made for da trip... on friday mornin, da day of da trip, he got news from da airport dat flight has been cancelld, no specific reasons were told... he got so sad dat he didnt kno what else to do... all da great plans he had made was for nutn... a whole weekend gone... da only thing he cud do was sit inside da house & do nutn at all... he spent da whole weekend @ home, wonderin y da trip got cancelld, to such a place he'd wanted to go so badly 4 da whole week...


*vai vegen dhen liyelee echcheh...

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ppl say a pik is worth a 1000 words...

Few things learned

bandhu therey kanthah thakeh dhas vejje.. some daily practical stuff.. some other sort of wierd stuff also... hav to c if it's useful in life :D

qaumee dhuvas

national day... everything cancelled due to probable rainfall...
nidhaa heyli iru... mioh gen vaarey vehenee :o... boa koh adhi vehenee ves... guguraalaey adhi habeyhah... kekeke... meehun birun fiy kandaigen dhaa varu vey... :P... mi othee vaa dhuvaheh... cancel kolleemaa libey landu mi huree... obi noave hama

Post

dhuvas thakeh kollaafa stadium ah football kulhelan dhevijje... varah gadha ah kulhevunu... pass dheegen kotta kottaafa, dhen e noon ves faadu faadu goiy gothah... ekamu match therey emme kanthah huree shoot kuraa komme faharaku... 1st shot=wide, 2nd shot=post, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th..... 20th shot= to da DAMN GOAL POST!!!!... mi dhen bodu varu... chip shoteh, dhandeega... baarah jahaa shoteh, dhandi... its gud dat sumthin positive came out altleast... we won by 9 goals! :D

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skool

Target: a better semester :D