Questions

am i ever goin to b gud enough?.. am i mature enough?.. why do i stil think abt her?... why is it jst thinkin abt her make me go crazy?... does she like me?... did she ever like me?... why is it dat i cant get over her?... am i worth livin this life?... hav i been an influence to anyone?... hav i been of any to her?...wat if i hadnt met her til now?... wud it change da fact dat i jst myte like her?... wud she like me if we met now?... how diferent wud i b from now if i hadnt met her then?... am i jst a crazy guy?... can i ever let go of her?... how can i free myself from this?... where do i belong?... who am i?...

long time no c

3 months... quite interestin not to blog after startin a blog jst for fun... i usually post useless stuff, or sum stupid stuff i wanna take off my mind... easier to take it out, though telin stupid stuff to ppl doesnt seem right... anyway, lets c how this blog goes...

broken...

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though

I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain is there healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hanging on to the words you say

You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to youI'm holdin' on

I'm holdin' onI'm barely holdin' on to you

Alhuganduge ekuveri eh nama, mi suvaalu thakah javaabu dhevvumah edhen:
who am i? wat kinda person am i? wats best abt me? wats worst abt me?

mi suvaalu thakah javaabu dhevvumah alhugandu mi edhenee alhugandah mi suvaalu thakuge javaabu adhives neyngigen ulheythee ve... varah bodah shukuriyya :D

ekkala thineh

series thah mihaaru madu madun salhi vamun dhey eba (ulhey anhen kudhin ves ehaa loabi viyya :D)... anyway, baeh series thakuga story aneh hen balaalaa iru fudhey varakah salhi... faharegga ulhedhaane amilla dhiri ulhumaa ves gulhey 1 episode varu... aslu bunaa nama meege main koh mi annanee "love" kiyaa echcheh vadhegen... eii dhen mi zamaanuga neevi nudhaane echcheh KANNEYNGE... series foari gadha kollan ves dhaanee ekkala "lavu tureyngalu" thakaa echchehi mathi mathin alhaigen... majaa kameh eii balaalan... madhu faharaku eves... eh series eh dhiya varah molhu fattharakah...
meega vaa gothakee rattehi vegen ulhey dhe kudhinno (jack & jill kiyamaa :P)... jill varah loabi veyo jack dheke... dhimaavaa komme faharaku hen bunaane... ekamu jack mee ehen meeheh... eyna ah bunan kerenee ekamuge yageen kan otheema... (meena adhi mee varah olhun bolhumuga ulhey meehekey)... dhe kudhinves fudhey varakah gina dhuvas vandhen ekeega ulhey, abt 5 or 6 months... dhen mi dhe meehun kanthakaa busy koh ulheythee e dhuvas varehga dhimaa vaa varu thankolheh madhu vanee... jill mi kamaa massala jassaa jack kairi... (i cant believe i watchd this O_O)... jack visnadheyn ulhey busy veema ehen vaane eh noon heyyey kiyaafa... dhuvas kolheh nuvanees jill kada vegen keiy madhu vaa fashaa... dhen eh dhuvahu jack ah gulhaafa eyna aa rulhi vejje... dhen jack eyna kairi ah gos mi ahanee kihineh vee heyyey (varah dhera vefa & olhifa ofcourse)... jill dhen eyna kairi kiyaadhenee vee goiy... jack aa dhimaa vaa varu madhu vefa... adhi eyna ah jill aa medhu alhaalevey varu madhu vaathee (hen heevaathee) AND... ekkala 3 bas nubunevifa otheema... jack mi kamaa kada vegen gos aneh athah alhaa meehaa halaaku koh...
i was suprised dat i even watched da damn series... ehennu vaanee, e othee viyya vee goiy... faadegge love story eko... jehigen ai episode balaali iru mi jack ah adhi visne ey meena ah loabi vevifa oiy kan... kekeke... magey boa kiriyaa nugovee... fudhey varakah dhuvas vejje, so cudnt remember da actual character names & da name of da series... story majaa veema aslu e hadhaan huree :D... mihen aslu vaa nama kanneynge adhi foari hunnaanee

Fun & Quiet times...

skool mihaaru vai kamun gos gina faharu class therey ves indhevenee madu madun... class emmen sakaraaiy jahaa moya vaa iruves madun... ehaa varah vai veema dhen hithah araa vaane varu...
e gothah baeh dhuvas dhuvahu class therey inna iru, hithah araa varah saamaanu... ehen gos eh dhuvahu hithah eri echchakun ehen kujjaku kiriya birun halaaku nuvee, hehe... dats me sadly... wen quiet, ehen meehun kairi nubunevey varuge hiyaalu vadhey... sakaraaiy jahaa gadeega gina faharu vaanuvaa ves neynge... gadha dho?...
aslu bunaa nama vaa gothakee sakaraaiy jahaa iru gina faharu onnanee aslu mi vaa kan kamaa medhu hadhaan ves nethifa... miveni kameh vi tho noonee nuvey tho ves hadhaan nethifa... dhen hadhaanah annanee madu madun inna gadeega e kamakaa gulhey kommeves kameh noonee thaneh fenifa... dhen e vee e gadeega hedhdhevi haa hurihaa kamakaa visnan... eii viyya hama ekani VISNAN libey gadi akee... noonee onnaanee sakaraaiy jahaa jahaa gos aneh athah alhaa iruves ekan hadhaan nethifa... mee dhen ulhen jehey haalu... kihaa salhi :D

Ey, Pureelu! Foolhu Day...

an april fools' day to emmehaa meesthakun... hope im not atleast da biggest fool...